That is how I feel about my life! Don't get me wrong... I love my son... he is my life... just other things in my life right now are extremely complicated. I have been struggling with a decision for months... o.k., I will be honest - for years!
Don't worry, it is nothing drastic like suicide or hurting another person... well, not physically at least:)
I am lost, alone, and sad for what may come of how I feel. :( And, I am not sad for me but for those involved!
I feel lost because how do you make feelings exists that never existed? Do you just continue for the sake of those involved and suffer?
I feel alone because everyone around me says to pray... I have, I do, and continue to, but nothing is changing... my heart is not in it!
I feel sad because I am not the only person who is involved, there are others lives involved!
So, you see, this is why I am in a funk, and the funk is really starting to weigh on me - physically and mentally.
